I was doing SOOO good at not requesting too many ARCs and getting overwhelmed and reading them at the very last minute..and here we are. Here's Saxon James and Eden Finley "Possessive Puckboy." Its the eighth novel in their Puckboys series.
["Connor
Finding out those closest to me don’t see me as the great guy I think I am not only kicks me in the gut, it makes me question everything.
Until that happened, I didn’t think I had many regrets in my life. Now, I have nothing but regrets. And when my NHL team is bought out, and the new owner makes his presence known, my existential crisis kicks up a notch. Because he might be my biggest regret of all.
Parker Duchene.
I made his life a living hell in high school, and now he’s inserting himself into my career to repay the favor.
With everything in my personal life already on the line, I can’t risk hockey too. I need to figure out a way to play nice with the new owner.
Parker
I bought Colorado’s NHL team to honor my late father. I did. Only reason.
Emotionally playing with one of my many high school tormentors is a nice bonus though.
Connor Kikishkin may be the one who made me the target for years of name-calling, but I’ve always wondered if my hatred for him bordered too much on the obsessive side to truly be classified as hate.
Infatuation is probably the right word for it.
Now his whole life is in my hands, and I can’t wait to see him beg for my mercy. Seeing Mr. Popular find his humility will definitely ease the grief from losing my dad … right? Because right now, that’s all I have, and I need to hold on to it so I don’t crumble."]
Wooow. Was I right about the angst? High as fuck. Was it worth it? Of course it was! These two were perfect for each other...when they finally got out of their own ways (put their past (and egos) aside).
Parker wanted, deep down, someone to care about him, someone to obsess about him. Connor was trying to figure out how to take his personality and "fix it" so he could fit better into his family's/friends' lives; little did he know, that his personality fix Parker's perfectly. Connor could be possessive as hell with Parker, and Parker would just melt.
Connor wanted, deep down, someone to see him, someone to accept him and all of his personality quirks. Parker was trying to figure out how to take his past and move on, so he could live life without the baggage of hate and bitterness weighing him down; little did he know, that his past was closer to his future than he ever imagined. Parker could be as nerdy and as needy (and as ew-people-no) as he wanted, and Connor could fill that cuddly/possessive hole perfectly (and, spoiler alert, Connor would just melt for Parker, too).
Together, these two were snarky and adorable as hell. Honestly. Parker didn't care when Connor got all caveman. And Connor loved how much Parker was obsessed with him.
THE QUEER COLLECTIVE!! I would read the heeellllll out of a random short story that just featured some insane-ness that they got up to one weekend (or week).
Trigger Warnings: past bullying, power imbalance in a relationship (I guess..technically, even these two never really considered the power imbalance between them a thing), hockey related violence, and more
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